So this is my first entry, wow. I can hear the cheerteam now
kate kate shes so great...
not really though

So lets start off with the fantastic time I'm having at work! Well I can't really call it that anymore, since I QUIT!!

So the manager comes up to me and is all 'what are everyones availabilities? i'm writing the roster from now on'
I say 'cool i will write them all down and give them to you'
He says no wokkas

So I do, and I take it out to him, and he asks me for mine as well. I tell him I don't really mind when I work cause I'm free every day. However, I work for a promotions company type thingy during the night on weekends and such, so I do lights at Annandale Hotel on thursdays, at the Excelsior Hotel on fridays, and at Club Blink on saturdays. As long as I don't have to close on any of those days I'm good for whatever shift you give me.

Sounds fair, right?
Hes all 'yeah ok thats fine'

So the next day I'm working as per usual, and I say 'oh hey, did you write up the roster? can I look at it so I can give it to everyone?'
He brings it up in the system, and I'm on every fucking thursday from 1-9pm
I'm all 'hey what the heck? i said i couldnt do that remember?'

Then he starts crapping on about how thats how the roster needs to be, I have to do that shift because its not fair getting someone else to do it! YEAH LIKE ITS FAIR FOR ME ASSHOLE!!

This is a good time to mention that I am taking over this promotions company in about 2 months, so telling them that i cant work on thursdays cause 'jb said so' just wont cut it.

After a somewhat heated discussion of about an hour, I tell him that either i dont do that thursday night shift or i dont work here. And he just looks at me, 'im not fucking changing it'.

'Then i quit, that out there, thats my life. this is just a job.'

And i walk away.


Now, this guy that i was talking to, this is that one manager that everyone likes, that stands up for people, that people can talk to. Hes the token 'nice one'.
I always liked him, he was cool. If i was being picked on by one of the other managers he would stand up for me... but now... now hes the one making it hard for me to want to work there.

I have tried telling him many times that i feel unwanted, that people are making things hard for me on purpose, that its not fair that the other managers are blaming me for shit that isnt my fault and has nothing to do with me... if it had been 2 months ago he would have listened. but now, now hes one of them.

Hes one of the bad guys now. And he has the NERVE to get UPSET WITH ME AND ANGRY WITH ME when i quit!! AND HE WONT LISTEN TO ME WHEN I TRY AND EXPLAIN THAT HE HURT ME!! WHY WONT HE UNDERSTAND ITS BECAUSE OF HIM!!??! He was the only one left I could trust, that i could go to for help..

I love working there, I really do. But lately they have been treating me like crap, i have been demoted then remoted then flipped upside down and shaken and put back and expected to be fine with everything. Meanwhile i have a wonderful employee that I looooove having on my team be promoted then demoted because of some jerk that stuffed us both around. I was so afraid of losing her... Its better for her if i quit, then they can promote her and let her use all the potential she has to be amazing.

I spent a good part of last night crying, because i dont want to leave, because im so dissapointed in the way things have ended, because i dont know what im going to do.



and you know the worst part?
im too freakin nice to them
they push me and push me until i quit, then i feel bad and tell them that i will stay until they replace my shifts! what the hell is wrong with me?

i just want to get out


im going to miss everyone
i really am